MonkeyMckee

Guilt... guilt can lead to pain, and pain can lead to sorrowful tears, lashing out at people you don't mean to. It makes you hurt, and you don't know what to do. I'm made of guilt. Guilt runs through my veins the same as blood. It courses through like the red blood cells in my body. I'm not the brightest, prettiest, or the most perfect girl in the world. But I am strong. Each day, my smile is faked. It leads to crying myself to sleep. It leads to scars on my body. It leads to hurtful words being said to people I care about.   I don't know what to do anymore, because my strength is running out. And when my strength runs out, no more tears...

If there is one thing I know, is that I don't like Christians. Not in general, just specific ones. I am a true believer in Science. But, I have a read a few parts of the bible, and honestly, Christians aren't even Christians. I was sitting in a mall the other day, and some old lady sat beside me. Earlier that day, I had wrote a cross on my hand, like I normally do in first period. The old lady looked at me hand and said, "Oh, lord. You're so young! Why'd you get that tattoo?" I laughed and showed her that it was just pen. Her reply - "You kids these days are taking that crucifix stuff too far." I was confused at why she said this, and her

If there is one thing I know, is that I don't like Christians. Not in general, just specific ones. I am a true believer in Science. But, I have a read a few parts of the bible, and honestly, Christians aren't even Christians. I was sitting in a mall the other day, and some old lady sat beside me. Earlier that day, I had wrote a cross on my hand, like I normally do in first period. The old lady looked at me hand and said, "Oh, lord. You're so young! Why'd you get that tattoo?" I laughed and showed her that it was just pen. Her reply - "You kids these days are taking that crucifix stuff too far." I was confused at why she said this, and her